Tuesday, April 7, 2009

C'est moi et mon monde


I exactly cannot remember the day i started dreaming...but perhaps i never took a stair to climb before i had dreamt about it. i dreaded anythning above the ground floor. Dreadful imaginations of an infantile mind perhaps forestalled me to explore anything uknown......even in broad daylight, when birds fly to distant places searching for their means of living.....i dreaded even the first floor, leave apart the part beyond it.
I cannot exactly remember the day i started deciphering the words uttered by people around me...previously they appeared to me as a train of some uknown goose eggs or perhaps secret words designed such that it makes me impossible for me to comprehend anything thats happening around me. heard once these few words "Have you ever dreamt of it?" and stirred the curiosity in me....

That night my mother said "dream is that world which you cannot reach in reality....its somethng untouchable beyond ur imagination. you wanna see sumthng funny....just close your eyes and try to get yourself the ultimate bliss for the day....youll find urself into a new world."
i asked "cant i dream whn im awake?"
she said "ur awake....ur in the reality......reality and imagination cant exist together.....u have to sleep to get ur dreams ready for u" (She tried her best to get me into sleep so that i can get up early in the next day......neway she was successful)
And it started.....
I heard my mother singin while i was asleep....humming tunes...assausive, pleasent tunes....enough to transport me into a world....a door flung wide open nd i saw a playground....perfect scene i wanted to see....children of my age gathering there waiting for me to come.....nd departing after i depart.....move as i tell.....run as i feel.....jump as i say.....scream as i scream....yeaaahhhhhhhhhh......its my world....my brain child...
a sweet music playin over there...the voice seems to be my mother's nd made me dance according to it.....the green unfledged mind has created a world everyone wants to have....am im feeling it.....the dream....its only a dream

(to be continued)

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